time out
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i need a break. i know i haven't been doing much lately, meaning no major stuff, but i feel tired and restless. i will take a weekend trip of some sort somewhere, am currently thinking of 3 places, somewhere near - so it won't be too much of a hassle to go to, where i can really take a good rest and just dont give a damn. oohh, am planning to take this trip alone as well, though i have friends coming over. reason is that, i really wanted to have this time by myself, not needing to care about other people and being considerate to what they want. if i want to laze around the hotel all day, then it should be fine. :)

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so i have been very open and blatant in saying that i wanted to live in a new place aside from singapore. i think being here for 2 years (this month) is enough. though this "the secret" thing is not immediate, but i wish it happens by mid 2009. i know its kinda impossible, but am saying it LOUD and CLEAR for all the universe to hear, and come that date, it will just happen. HAHA!

so i was telling my boss yesterday afternoon..

"i want to work in **" - me.
"oh, i can give you contacts.." - S.
(me thinking, wow, this is a very nice guy, willing to help me if and ever)
"... in 5 years maybe?" - S.
"5 years? am old by that time" - me.
"oh, you can't leave now." - S.

conversation ends.

i actually like my job, it is manageable though of course you would have moments where you kinda wish it wouldn't happen but thats why its called a job - it is to be done. thats why i'm torned - job here or go to that new place. ARG! **** ok, ok, its too far from now, so ill think about it next year ****