weekend - yehey!

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ang bilis ng araw.. friday na naman. its not that i'm complaining.. i love fridays, and everything that goes with it, minus the traffic.

new set up in the office, i think i need time to get use to it, but so far, so good. i think it will help us a lot with the new developments. i mean, we can only do so much, but at least, an extra mind will do us good.

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i get this feeling that i am somehow distracted with what my plans. with things keeping me busy - work, and new developments - that makes me comfy with this set up.. i need to remind myself about my goals for this year. i need to be reminded of what and how i felt the past few weeks... what made me decide to persue things. i just need a constant reminder, that i dont want this already.

i have heard a lot of comments lately although not really bad. i mean - i have never denied what i am feeling, and i think i was too transparent that people saw something different in me. comments like: smile ka naman diyan, masyado kang malungkot.. something is different in you, tahimik ka na for the past 2 weeks... okay ka lang ba? at may sakit ka ba? this maybe affecting the people that i work with also.. so...

im gonna try my best to erradicate this na.. now, im trying this new thing, where i could just show everything is fine.. smile.. fine.. smile.. fine... anyways, im feeling well naman na, better than before where i get really depressed and stuff. but it doesnt mean i should change my focus na. and yeah mabe everything is fine..

:) smile...