extra challenge
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the next few days, will going to be really hard for me.. first, i need to walk up to the bosses and inform them that i am leaving. its not that i dont care what they think about me, but i just find this hard to do. i never informed them, and it came to them as a shock. i think na nahihiya lang ako for not saying it to them directly. i dont mean to be rude, but i just dont know whats the right thing to do at this point. but im going to do one thing for sure - and that is to talk to them, and magpaalam man lang.
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the last talk i had with 'em is that they are not rushing me, and that i should take my time to think about things.. and after that, i finally decided to give my letter, without informing them what i have decided. arg!!!
a funny advice came from the HR, dont say the word resignation, but that i am just going to leave and try it out there. and for sure they will understand daw. and not to burn bridges.. that if things might not work out there (which i hope will not happen) - makakabalik pa daw ako.
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for whatever its worth, i never really wanted them to feel bad about anything, especially na magtampo sila sa akin.. thats the last thing i want them to feel.. and its just proper for me to aproach them and talk to them. i just didnt know the right thing to do, and for my decision that i simply need to do this... i had to do this for myself. i want to experience things... satisfy my curiousity. because if i dont do this now, i dont think io ever will. and i will not forgive myself if i let this chance pass me by.
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more than this.. it will be hard for me to leave this place.. where i've almost been for 2 years (counting my 3 mos training) ha! and of course, the friends i have and relationships built. -----> the lunch outs, fresh catch, kwento sa veranda, buying lunch at the jeep, jollibee, mga sumpong ng tao, quickly's taro ice, motong/potong @ ministop, 7-11 slurpee, chowking's nai cha, amici's pasta/roasted chicken/gelato, fieldtrips at g4/gb... etc! ayaw ko na itong isipin nalulungkot lang ako lalo...
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but i'm hoping for better things to come.
posted by anton @ 9:52 AM
6 Comments:
im glad things are about to start to happen for you. its so rewarding to know YOU have control over YOUR life... YOU decide where YOU want to go.
very few people here can make the decision you've made and stick with it as you have. :) hope you remember everything we talked about that night... :)
its a sad and happy development. but ultimately, things really do happe for a reason.
Mr. Anton Lim.. wassup? You're leaving GASSO? Well... i don't really know what's up with you but i know that your decision to do so would bring about great changes.
Hey, magkita kita naman tyo... ano be! Basta message me in my LJ na lang :) publicdrama.livejournal.com
let's have dinner or something, okidoki?! :)
thanks angel!
to make life worthwhile, we make different decisions that can be either right or wrong..
ultimately, we just need to do what makes us happy.
ciox: yes, i am leaving gasso. :( lets see kung kelan tayo both free ah.. hehe!
"Ultimately, we just need to do what makes us happy." I like that, Anton. :) God bless and enjoy the journey.
thanks mel! :)
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