waking up in mysery
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i woke up today feeling terrible. i don't know why?! i felt tired and drained and miserable. i felt like i dont want tomorrow to come. such a depressing feeling. but everything is cool. i hope its not a sign of anything, i hope it was the sign of the past. and tomorrow would be better, a little bit brighter.

on the contrary, i think i am better now, than the past 3 months i was here. now, i feel like i am living more and enjoying these place. i dont know what kept me in that state for 3 months. and i really hope that i am coping up already.

ang labo ko. kakain na nga lang ako!