ethan says...
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ethan, my inaanak, is a cute, witty and an intelligent three-yearold little boy. i haven't seen much of him lately, because medyo busy ako, currently i am in the office trying to run some data, do some analysis for the first draft requirement by tuesday, medyo harassment ako.

so while ethan was on the way out, he passed by my room. the door was open and he saw me fixing my stuff and said..

"hey nongnong, are you ready?" - e.
"huh?! (coughs).. you go na" - me.
"oh, i think you need some rest. right mommy, i think nongnong needs some rest." - e.

nasiraan ako ng konti sa comment ng inaanak ko, at pinagtawanan lang namin siya ni achi michelle.

last friday naman, since i wanted some carbonated drink, i went down to the vendo and ethan joined me. so i was making him kulit, and he was running all around. i carried him to put the coins, and asked him to press my drink. after, on our way up, he knows na we are going back to the condo na, he said

"nongnong, thanks, this was fun.." - e.

ang cute cute ni ethan. yun lang, parang 10 years old magsalita. i will miss e, when he is off to SYDNEY na, but ill just visit him next year. i can't even get him a present, ill try if i can grab anything tomorrow though.

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off to a different topic..

sometimes, i get surprised by things that i am able to do. or maybe its because that i don't have any choice anyway. plus the fact, that i have never been the type to ask for much favors, dahil ayoko ng utang na loob. you'd know if i am close to someone, if i can ask favor/s from this person, ibig sabihin, i dont get all shy na with them, like with certain friends i have.

so i fell sick since friday night, my head is throbbing, im sneezing every 5 minutes, i have runny nose, and i feel like something is stuck in my throat (the feeling i hate the most), i went to bed feeling feverish and all that. i went to work saturday noon, and got off around 10pm, i feel more sick pa.

woke up sunday 9am, (WTF?!) felt really cold and weak, i was so hungry that i ordered mcdo for breakfast. after i went back to bed, reading some magazines and popping up biogesic and panadol. i got up, 2pm, changed my sheets and washed them. i fixed my last box, everything is all set for tomorrows shift. i cleaned my room. i cleaned the toilet, scrubbed the toilet seat, scrubbed the shower floor and basically everything, then i took a shower, then off to work, which is where i am today.

feels like a rollercoaster, hopefully not going out of control so things wont get messy. THANK you LORD for the holiday tomorrow, more time to do what needs to be done.

PS. i try to see the good side of things, not so antagonistic anymore. ;)