arg!!!
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life can be so surreal.
i've been really happy these past few days, its been a joyride. suddenly, all the things fell into place. things have been bigger and better, i felt like i am brand new. i'm happy with what i have right now, i'm grateful with every blessing that came my way - all the coincidences, the luck, the people i have in my life, friends and family relationships... it really does feel great.
but it suddenly occured to me that nothing is permanent in this world, and although its hard to accept the fact that this wont last very long. i know things will be different once i am there. i just hope that it is for the better.
the truth is i am afraid that i will not be able to talk to my friends and family as often as i want.. na ikwento sa kanila lahat ng nangyayari at pinag-gagagawa ko.. that i will badly miss everything that was once familiar to me, my routine.. that i wont be updated to whats happening with them, with their lives.. the small talk, chismis, at lahat lahat na.
sometimes tuloy i wonder, ano ba talaga ang positive side ng ginawa kong ito.. is it really positive?!?! just thinking out loud. but DEDMA na yan, FIGHT na 'to as they say.
more than the work, i think these are the challenges that i need to face and overcome.
posted by anton @ 1:27 PM
9 Comments:
it will definitely be a challenge but it depends on you naman how you'll face it. as to staying in touch with families and friends it really is more work but all relationships worth having is worth it.
hey anton. i really admire your courage for making this decision. at elast you're aware of both sides of possibilities... and in a way, you're prepared for it.
its true, people come and go in our lives... but staying in touch and maintaining a relationship is a two-way thing...those that end up sticking around are those that should be cherished.
will keep you always in my prayers.. :)
achi: HARD WORK, pero its worth it.. tama nga yun! :)
angel: yun nga ang point.. its a 2 way thing -> i hope i can keep up! well, ill try to..
Alam ko naman kayang-kaya mo yan eh. =)
The first few weeks will be extremely challenging and even if masanay ka na, you will occasionally have that "empty" feeling (heck, i still do have these at times) but I know that you'll push through, esp now that gusto mo talagang mag Singapore.=)
...Take it from me who has done the leaving-everything-familiar thing. And hey, I turned out fine, though loony at times. Haha!
See you in Singapore in November, hopefully! =)
oo nga, you and kaye have done it a million times over. hehehe.
sana nga, sana matuloy lahat ng tao na nagsabi na pupunta sila dun for a visit! :)
ako, daanan mo nalang sa airport. ahaha. :D gusto ko magjakarta sometime around that time eh. :D
kaya mo yan... it's one hell of an adventure. :)
why not?!
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