MUSIC FOR MY SOUL
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the wonders of ipod. how things can be so different when you have a MP3 player, especially for someone like me who sits/stands in the train for an hour just to reach office. well, ive been listening to only a couple of songs lately, dance, dance by fallout boy, irreplaceable by beyonce, and kelly clarkson. well, i know its weird listening to her so early in the morning and so late at night. her voice is just so comforting to hear. you can go emo, angst, etc. so its nice to hear her everyday, if not every so often.

so this in my "new" favorite song from her album. i'm not goona write in the title, just read the lyrics.


I don't believe
In the smile that you leave
When you walk away, and say goodbye
Well I don't expect
The world to move underneath me.
But for god's sake could you try


I know that you're true to me
You're always there
You say you care
I know that you wanna be mine


(Chorus)
Where is your heart?
'Cuz I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard?
To give me what I need
Want your heart to bleed
That's all I'm asking for
Oh where is your heart?


I don't understand
Your love is so cold
It's always me that's reaching out
For your hand
And I've always dreamed
That love would be effortless
Like a petal fallin' to the ground
A dreamer followin' his dream


Where is your heart?
'Cuz I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard?
To give me what I need
Want your heart to bleed
That's all I'm asking for
Oh where is your heart?


It seems so much is left unsaid
But you can say anything
Oh anytime you need
Baby it's just you
And me


I know that you're true to me
You're always there
You say you care
I know that you wanna be mine


Where is your heart?
'Cuz I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard?
To give me what I need
Want your heart to bleed
That's all I'm asking for
Oh where is your heart?

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met alvin last night, he was here since tuesday, and we sceduled to meet up yesterday (thursday) for dinner. met him up at tangs, with his mom and cousin shopping. so we went through a whole lot of things because of their shopping bags. he said that he wasnt in the mood to shop, so when i looked at his hotel drawer, there were 4 new pairs of shoes, 2 new polos, 5 new shirts, 2 pairs of jeans (of the same style, color, and everything). so i was, oh yeah, you are really not in the mood.

anyways, had dinner at DAN RYAN's, which i really wanted to try for the longest time, and since it is just beside regent hotel where they were staying, we just had dinner there. the muffin was my favorite, what can i say, love muffins. so we just went for a stroll back to orchard because he wanted to change this pair of shoe he got from aldo. (he got 3 pairs of white shoes - all the same style, so he wanted to change this pair to black - classic alvin - i took a picture and will post it in my multiply later) but since there is no size 10 in black, he resigned to go home with 3 pairs of white shoes. HAHA! went back there to have a beer, chit chatted. actually i haven't seen him for a really long time - almost 2 years.

funny points - he was telling me about how he is as a friend, and how he treats people, like he won't deceive them, or anything, not that it is not relevant, but its weird. secondly, that how one person say in particular that the three of us (che, alvin and i) were always together before, and how we are so inseparable. well, that one is true. (well, i guess its really like that!)

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have a happy weekend everyone. :)