STEP by STEP
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i need to remind myself of things, goals that i have planned for myself, and i know that when things seem to be unclear, everything goes off balance, you really wouldn't care about your priorities, and just do things impulsively, escape or whatever. thats the easiest thing there is. i dont know. i am confused. i am just thinkingout loud.
okay, let me do it step by step.
what if the reason you went to a different place is to assert your own independence and try things out on your own witout depending in anyone else. what if the reason is to move away from a familiar place, a place that loves you quite well, is that because you want your own space, something to call your own. what if you were looking that the new place will somehow teach you new things, make you more sharp in the way you think, give you training that you were looking for.
now, let me ask you, what if these happen...
you miss you family and friends badly, while the fact is that you can bear being alone and still having some friends in a foreign land, your family and friends will never ever be replaced (for a lack of a better term). what if the training you were looking for goes down like shit, and by that means, you work with people who you thought never existed (stupid). yeah, it is a challenge, but what if you feel like drowning, you feel that you are stuck in a hell-hole, and thats just it.
to be fair, lets say that you enjoyed your stay and your new found place.
what will you do?
posted by anton @ 2:20 PM
5 Comments:
home is where the heart is. haha!;-)and if the place doesn't give you complete happiness & fulfillment, then maybe it's not meant for you. hehe. but enjoy the ride while you can! =)
i think when you dont get anything from a certain place that allows you to grow, then its time to leave. staygin otherwise, may stagnate that potential.
sometimes you have to go through all these things to figure out what is indeed important to you. i guess i can somewhat relate to you with these things.
its not easy, but hey, you left manila and started from zero. now thats something.
cgro napapagod lang ako. maraming salamat. you know me, im as blur as always.
i'll soon let you know whatever happens to me.
the good thing about weighing your options while you're there is that you're weighing REAL options. you can really check where your heart really lies. Careful lang in choosing tho, sometimes kasi we trick ourselves into thinking that maybe we aren't meant for where we are because we miss our comfort zone...when in fact, hindi pala ganun. :) pero ang tagal mo na jan, you can judge that fairly na. and i beg to differ - you have learnt a lot there, feeling mo lang siguro wala. and you did manage to achieve your objectives in one way or another dba? :D
one day at a time, ton. kayang kaya mo yan. :)
it's true that your family and friends can never be replaced. being away from them is just one of the trade-offs that you have to bear because you wanted to achieve your own goals. sometimes nga lang you're left wondering what the heck you're doing because of bad days or people. you told ichi that you felt that you're not learning but sometimes malalaman mo lang kung anong natutunan mo after a while. just remember what i told you before huwag lang mag-decide pag mainit ang ulo or feeling mo na fed-up ka na. you can always talk to us.
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