emotional blackmail
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this is getting out of control, and i feel very very sad already, its like emotional blackmail for me, i love working with these people (local market) and i adore them so much that it pains me for them to say these things. but then again, it is a validation in some ways.

wadee says:
Anton

wadee says:
june is gone crazy now

wadee says:
and worry about u

Anton says:
im sorry

Anton says:
i will visit you guys soon

wadee says:
June told all the team in a loud voice

wadee says:
and we all feel sorry about u now

wadee says:
come to TH

Anton says:
i will visit you guys

Anton says:
i will book my flight and let you guys know. i want to meet all of you guys.

wadee says:
Anton,

wadee says:
she still mourning

Anton says:
noo... this is making me so sad.

wadee says:
we all sad

Anton says:
it breaks my heart.. cause i really love working with you guys.

wadee says:
I'll tell u

wadee says:
esp those who working with u

wadee says:
as i told u the other day

wadee says:
those I mean June and Lee

wadee says:
coz I called them to let them know

wadee says:
as the mail came out to us quite late

wadee says:
and they gone home

wadee says:
and these past 2 days both were not in the office

wadee says:
JUne was driving when I called

wadee says:
she's sad

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and then, P'June messaged me and said:

to be good attitude for alls says:
I am so sad

Anton says:
why?

to be good attitude for alls says:
when will you go

Anton says:
oh you mean my last day?

to be good attitude for alls says:
yes

Anton says:
in the letter its july 21, there is still time.

to be good attitude for alls says:
we shock when got the mail

Anton says:
i want to tell you personally. but i was shocked as well, when it was announced, i will tell you something but between us ok?

to be good attitude for alls says:
ok

Anton says:
actually, i was shocked when it was announced bec 2 weeks ago i had this conversation with RAMD

Anton says:
and they were asking me to reconsider.

Anton says:
so i havent gotten back to her yet... since i was super busy with COS, then i was on leave monday, when she emailed everyone.

to be good attitude for alls says:
why she do that

Anton says:
i also dont know.

Anton says:
everyone here asked me, they were shocked with the announcement as well, i have no idea

to be good attitude for alls says:
what is she doing, what about H?

to be good attitude for alls says:
we love you and need you to stay

Anton says:
cause when H and i spoke, we said that lets finish COS first before we talk, bec we cannot concentrate with the amount of work happening

Anton says:
i was telling them that i am really really lucky with you guys.... that workwise, i dont have problems with you, and i work with you guys pretty well.

Anton says:
but i will visit you guys soon...

to be good attitude for alls says:
welcome anytime

Anton says:
maybe end june.. just to meet you guys. cause i met indo, mal and sg already except th, so i will make sure that i meet thailand ssm too....


to be good attitude for alls says:
so what will you do next

to be good attitude for alls says:
I means do you have any plan yet

Anton says:
i dont know yet honestly, no plans yet.

to be good attitude for alls says:
you should fight

Anton says:
A (client) spoke to me as well asking me to stay.

to be good attitude for alls says:
you should

Anton says:
so am thinking

Anton says:
i promised her that i will be open, cause she was telling me that... there are a lot of people who have resigned in CCT, and im one person that she really wants to stay. so i really appreciate that, about her

to be good attitude for alls says:
me too

Anton says:
i appreciate you guys as well... i love working with you guys..

to be good attitude for alls says:
you are one of CCT that we love to work for

Anton says:
thanks for that. i really appreciate it. and i love working with you guys as well.. mutual feeling and respect.

Anton says:
you are now making me really sad..

to be good attitude for alls says:
don't sad, you have to ask RAMD

Anton says:
RAMD is not here, thats why i cant talk to her, she will be back next thursday only

to be good attitude for alls says:
what about H & M? have you talk with her yet, or they also busy

Anton says:
spoke to H & M already as well

to be good attitude for alls says:
don't worry everything will be Ok

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and from singapore

Joanne = now ht asking me, "joanne. when u meeting anton for farewell lunch?"
Anton = HAHA! farewell lunch
Anton = how about drinks!! HAHA
Joanne = blurgh
Joanne = but wat i am puzzled is
Anton = hey as i have told you its not yet finalised.
Joanne = since u haven convirm ur decision
Anton = so really there is a chance for me
Joanne = why RAMD send such an email
Joanne = STAY
Joanne = I BEG U
Joanne = DUN LEAVE US, DUNNNNN
Joanne = i can be drama mama leh.
Anton = drama
Joanne = personally.. we dun wan u to go la.. but its still ur decision
Joanne = even evon.. only work with u awhile.. oso have same thoughts as me, and u know wat, CY praised u ok! so.. dun go.. people recognised ur efforts, she say u are one of the best CCT she knowned
Anton = yeah right