guess who's BACK
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i am back in singapore, second day in this new job of mine.. feeling okay and steady. HAHA! the only term to be used .. "steady lang.." everything just feels so new, i somehow cannot feel anything yet, stuck between, 'am i dreaming' and 'is this really happening'.. ewan ko may ganong mode ako the past 3 days. parang tulog ako na hinde, parang half awake. ay basta, mahirap i-explain. feeling ko lang lahat ng ito.

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i somehow feel the pressure to do really good in this job, kasi naman di naman talaga ako magaling sa first impressions and stuff, and for me, kelangan masanay ako sa tao to be able to improve and for things to go much much better. but i cannot afford to waste time, i need to do something immediately. i just need to get back on track and focus myself on this, and i am sure everything will go smooth.

in fairness, mababait ang mga tao dito. well, i cannot say for sure but kahit papano the initial meeting and greeting was OK. people are friendly, though i cannot wait to deal with the creatives, and get this first project. kailangan ko makuha ang pitch na ito. i cannot wait to be fully on board, and get things going na.

although may challenge - i need to get numbers, meaning bring in business. shucks. ito ang bago, i dont do that before, kasi for sure numbers come in na. but now, i need to be proactive enough to meet my monthly targets. ibang level na nga ito. lech!

oh, i just met one of my clients earlier together with my general manager and group planning director. they had a product briefing, at kakaiba ang product, i am quite unfamilar with it, i chatted with the regional marketing manager for south asia, and he is cool. i like the way he thinks, and from the way i see it, parang gusto ko itong cliente and working relationship kahit di ako familiar sa product. we shared ideas for a while, and we seemed to jive. he's australian by the way, so the thinking is not really-singaporean kind.

i cannot wait to work with my colleagues. i also can't wait to meet my clients and start doing work for them. i cannot wait to earn for this agency and do my best to achieve our goals. i just cannot wait. i hope this is a good sign.