something MISSING------

i have been slave driving myself for the past few days (exag term) but what is really the point of all this? makes me wonder about julia's post the other time, on what is real life anyway? i mean, in 'real' life there should be something much better than this right?!

i am torned between a very mature and realistic answer, and something that is pure yet so unattainable. its easy to say that we need to work to be able to live, but not to live for work. yet, it is a very fine line. i need to shut down and reflect a bit, i need to know the purpose of my life. i need to do something that is worthwhile, and the heck, i dont even know what is it.

don't misunderstand though, i am not being ungrateful or anything, believe me, i can say that life is good, and i have been blessed with so much, more than what i can ask for even. i have so much people around me, family, friends and all this who i can say truly cares for me. i have a job that is somehow fulfilling. i have faith and trust in the one up above that sustains me all throughout.

its just that i feel that there is something missing, there is an empty space that needed to be filled. as of the moment, i dont what it is, so what i did is to YM aggie. i told her to find a charity so we can be able to give back the blessings we have. i feel that i have been blessed with so much that i needed to give back - in any form, make other people happy, make them feel loved too.

so currently, she is looking for a charity that we can help in our own little way. come christmas, i'm going to plan a very special party for 30 kids, though i am sure i need help, volunteers or monetary, lets share a bit of ourselves to our less fortunate brothers and sister.

NOTE TO ANTON. no more shopping til end year, CHRISTMAS for the KIDS 2007 is your new target.

so if you want to help out, lets plan something, this will be really fun.

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not-so-complete


this picture is so cute, reminds me of being a child once more. masaya ako with these people kasi i can be like a kid once again with them. we do silly and stupid things, and we talk about anything in the world.


we love eating. cafe juanita was the destination, filipina pasta is what i ate.


since our work is so not relaxing, we made it a point to relax. NOOOO, actually this was just to support inay in her new business. family nga diba?!


our favorite spot, tumambay sa kanto. hahaha!


with the famous bumble bee shades.